OMFG! D:

It was such a hard week! I don't know how I could survive to it! A really hard week maybe not to remember, but memorable! Well, there were some sad things that happened this awkward week! Firstable, after 3 hard months, my grandma died, well we were already waiting for it she was really hurted and sick, so she deserved that eternal rest that was written for her. Well, Monday. my brother told me the news at 1:30 pm proximatedly, and I thought, let's enjoy classes, there's nothing I can do today, so I stayed at college and took classes, except for lab, the fuckin' teacher didn't let us go in! D: well, so I decided to arrive early to language center, where finally I could get chilled! Later, I arrived home fulled with fear but when I saw my family in that tranquility state, i got calmed. Tuesday. I went to the funeral first, then to college, I got out really early, so I get back to the funeral 'til night! it was kind of hard, I couldn't believe that was happening!

WOW!

I can't understand why life spins a LOT! The last time I updated this blog were 10 days left to my birthday! That kind of boring birthday that becomes into a great one, and then ir comes back to what it was! Kind of strange. Isn't it? Can you imagine? I was waiting for going to a Zoé concert, and they came here exactly the day of my birthday's party! so aweful, no? Well, about holidays, they were AWESOME! I don't have any other word to describe those days! I've never felt that way! I started to love my job! The one I lost on december 31st! well, it was supposed to be that way so I was kind of expecting the date! I felt really really great getting gifts to the family & all that kind of stuff! But the most important! It could have been the last christmas spent with my grandma! D: Jan. came & everything looked great! My cousin from Tj come to see my grandma & she was so so happy! But then her healt was so bad, one day, I was gonna go to Languages school when I went downstairs and I saw her, I didn't know what was happening 'cause she had her looking like lost, so I call my mom and I told her that my grandma was wrong or she was mad! Unfortunatedly she was wrong, and taken to the hospital. Those days were full of sadness to all the family! I don't know how to explain it exactly. All this happened during the most important days in my life. That week I started University! I felt that nothing could have failed, but then, I felt that I needed some attention, it was really new for me! But well, time has passed and everything seems good, except for my grandma! She's still sick! D: Did I mentioned that I had a boyfriend in this time? Well, it was some kind of an adventure haha! But I don't really wanna talk 'bout him, I mean, it was beautiful, but not really memorable! xD. About my friends, I've some new ones! And I really love them! I think they're really special for me! (: Love them! :D Life has given me an important lesson! & now, I wanna get married some day! haha funny for a person who always said, I won't get married! but well, things always happen for a reason! & I rather not to know that reason! (: So, Just live the life & enjoy it! that's my advice! (:

april, 3rd 2011 (: